MIXED FEELINGS
I ‘m sitting here blank words can’t even express
I get so unfocused anymore over all this mess
Tears of joy, Depressing and pain feeling angry and sad
and half the time lameI miss my dad so darn bad giving up my newborn makes me sad
But it was for the best sometimes you got to do the right things
And for my greatness and selflessness when my time comes
I will have received my angel wingsI have mixed feelings that no one could ever know
And I hold a lot of it inside can’t seem to let it go
But I’m staying strong and keeping focused day by day
Cause it takes time for everything so as if they say
I’m grateful to myself for being brave and everything I’ve done
It’s better than last place it’s like I already one
I’ve learned to love myself as well as everything
And don’t need a man or his diamond ring
Cause if you don’t see the beauty that lies in my soul
I know God sees the beauty in the eyes that he beholds.
Krystal